One Person

Most of you know that I don't usually go to school during the Fall but this year I am.  It's had it's advantages and disadvantages.  Some advantages are I like going to school during the Fall, I like the fact I get to play volleyball, but it's been hard socially (Do to the fact that most of the people I hang out with go to school winter/spring).  I had a hard week this week.  I never went to bed before 2 and was up and ready for school by 8 but it wasn't that bad, getting up wasn't hard and I managed fine with all my classes.  I couldn't figure it out why I was having such a hard time.  Anyway, today I got a text from a friend I haven't talked to in a long time do to the fact they got married and we all know once friends get married and your not even dating you don't really talk or hang out with them anymore, which is fine but I forgot how much this friend has influenced my life and how with one word they can change my attitude for the better.

At first the text was just asking if I knew anyone going home this weekend cause they had a friend that was I believe wanting a ride or something, but then the conversation went to how I should marry their spouses little brother so that they could have an AWESOME sis in-law.  I guess that was exactly what I needed to hear that someone thought that I was pretty great. Sometimes we don't hear that enough.

After that very short conversation I felt 100 times better and I figured out why it's been rough for me.  I don't talk anymore.  I know most of you can't believe that but it's true.  I've never had roommates like this that really don't talk and if I talk to them they stair at me with out saying anything in response, it's weird, and my room roommate who I do get along with quit well I never see.  Our schedules are complete opposite so she is either up before me or me before her and she's in bed before me or me before her.  The only class that I talk in is printmaking, so twice a week my personality comes out.  In other words I need more people in my life that I can truly talk to because all those that I used to talk to are married and if not they never call or even call me back.